CALL ME B O N E S

Well, deleted my last post because in retrospect I was being an asswipe.
Uh...other than that...

I went to the beach on Sunday, I think. It was nice, since it was night and basically the whole place was deserted. I spent about 2 hours just sitting on the sand listening to music. Unfortunately, when I got home, I discovered that I had received a new bug bite (to add to my 6+ others) on the calf of my right leg. Itchy, but bearable.
Fast forward a couple days (today): I wake up to the itchiest mofo on the planet. It's still a small quarter sized bite, so I just spray some anti-itch stuff onto it and I head out. 6 P.M.: it's swollen up to the size of my hand, and even walking around hurts. It's disgusting, awkward, and itchy as hell.
I'd post a picture, but that's just unnecessary. And nasty.

My friend said he'd visit today, but yet again fails to show. Much appreciated.

School is right around the corner. Why, oh why. The most awful thing in the world. Well, I can't wait to get out of high school and into college. There are way too many things I want to do. High school feels cramped and just...shitty. I have no idea where I'll apply to. Though I know it's a minimum of about 10 schools? I kinda wanna apply for overseas schools...would that be too much of a reach?

Huh.

Wow. Yiruma writes some of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard. OK, even though it says Yoongeun, that was just a minor fail on the poster's part.

These songs are amazingly beautiful, even if they are putting my mood back into the dumps. The emotions are just hitting home in all the right ways. I would also try "If I Could See You Again" if you are interested. These songs definitely say more without saying anything at all.

Give him a try. You won't regret it.

I've been having a fantastic time on this site...but there are also some creepers. :/
Though it's kinda boring at the moment....

Enjoy at your own risk: www.omegle.com

(Oh nice....my neighbor is blasting Pink Floyd. Finally a neighbor who likes good music. My other neighbor usually blasts crap.)

So basically, if you've never heard of Omegle (I hadn't, until about 3 days ago) it's just an online chat site that pairs you up with a stranger and you can chat anonymously. Pretty fun, but mostly you get perverted people or just people fooling around and spamming like hell.

Actually...this site is kinda creepy.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/synical/3013926346/

Sad thing, I was gonna post a huge ownage picture of PedoBear but he was too big.
I'm sad :(

LOLlerskates.

I just stumbled upon this old song while I was YouTube surfing for songs to sing-a-long to. I loved this song when I was little, still do, in fact. Sounded beautiful when I was child, but now it's also the lyrics that really get me.

Man, it's only the second full week after school has ended, but it feels like it's been forever. I've got a 9 to 5 class twice a week, including night classes, and more classes that haven't started yet. Shoot me now. The 9 to 5 seems like a job; I leave before my dad does, and I get home when he does.

So. School's ended but I still feel like shit. Still feeling anxious, like I'm going to wake up tomorrow morning and it'll be school again. My general emotional half has just been in the dumps for the past...7 months lol. Not even. It's been crap before this past school year even started. It's not even depression or being a mopey bitch, as my brother puts it. It's just literally like a boil festering on the inside. Metaphorically speaking, of course.

Haven't spoken to a really close friend in about...2 weeks? He spent weeks talking non-stop about the girl he likes, asking me for advice and just talking about her to get the weight off. I told him to confess and tell her that he likes her (since he says he likes her a lot.) He refuses to, but still talks about her non-stop. I'm cool with that, but, hey, I'm a girl, I can't spend all my time hearing about other girls, you know? I'm glad I can help you with this, but is that it? Really? And then BAM! out of nowhere he confessed to her, because she kept nagging & prodding at him to coax the confession out of him. Girl, if you want it, say it yourself. I hate it when girls always want the guys to make the first move. Especially nowadays. Yeah, I'm one of those who think that "if women want to be treated equally, we gotta contribute equally." I agree with both sides, but hey, I've gotta say, some girls are expecting too much. (Though, in all honesty, I am an absolute sucker for romance and chivalry.) OK, I've gone on a tangent, so I'll finish the actual point of the paragraph first. So after he confesses, yada yada yada, and now he's got a girlfriend. That is absolutely awesome, she better treat him right or I'm going to rip her face off, but now he's completely ignored me because of her. I'm kinda thinking, uh oh, what if he's the type to get completely absorbed in a relationship and forgets about everything in his life? He already told me before that he liked her so much and thought about her so much that he couldn't do his work or think; there just wasn't any motivation. And the thing is, I completely understand where he's coming from. I was like that once. I couldn't see anything past the relationship, got so absorbed that I lost all focus and common sense that I nearly killed my grades for the year (which I got my report card in the mail yesterday but I haven't opened it so PLEASE be good grades). So, I ended up scaring the guy off and then I managed to surface from the murky depths of love hell and I'm putting everything back together.

Haha, that was funny to reread. All in all, now I'm being ignored. I've always believed chicks over dicks, or, to put it less crudely, friends over romance. Though I have few friends, and little to no romance, this creed has rarely come into play in my life, so I can't preach it to others. Well, I'm still around if he need me, but I guess I'll need to start looking for a new best friend.